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Autobiography:

Name: Magz, formally known as Margretta

Birthday: 1st of june 1989

Star Sign: Gemini

Statue: single, but not available

Current saying: negro please!

Currently annoying rant: how fucked up the education system is by degrading english and making us poor students overanalyze every freakin movie, show, book we watch/read. POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!

Secret: I'm a hopeless romantic ^_^ dispite what I may say or do, I'm a sucker for anything lurvveee. Ssshhhhhh... don't tell anyone!

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Monica <3
Amanda <3
Michelle <3
Wendy <3
Aqueedah <3

Things That Make You Go MmMmMm... (aka interests)

* Writing - Its where I write things I probably wouldn't do or say... ah, who am I kidding? LoLz! Its just where I flex and stretch my talent

* Drawing (though really shit at it, but I can have dreams!)

* Shopping - Its a sport on its own, and very theraputic. You can NEVER have too many accessories! Can I get a hell yeah?

* Playing Pool - I'm actually really good at it. Not to beep my own horn... but... BEEP BEEP! LoLz

* Gossiping and Bitching - Theres nothing like a good gossip session and bitchfest with good friends. Its how girls bond, I advice everyone do it.

* Love Songs - I LOVE love songs. The emotion, the lyrics, the meaning. Ahhh... Its beautiful!

* Spending Time Alone - I know that makes me sound like a hermit, but spending time with yourself is the best! especially because I'm such good company! ^_^

Bold as Love

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

heyz everyone

i awoke this morning feeling refreshed. which is a suprise because i had a nightmare that night which i seriously thought was real. i walked into my bathroom to have a shower, and looked at myself in the mirror. i somehow looked different, there was something specific about my appearance that made me uneasy. but i shrugged it off and had my shower. after i had finished i got dressed and sat comfortably on my bed, contemplating what was wrong with me. the room was silent, i turned off my radio, my brother was outside playing, my dad was sleeping, my mum went out. my mind replayed this week, so many things occurred such as: formal preparations, peepz talking {me most of the time}, songs, bitching {again me}, feelings, memories, emotions, misplaced faith, promises, tests... and the list goes on.

i was pissed off in the latter part of the week, though i didnt tell anyone {first time}. i am not going to say who the person(s) is so dont bother asking. we're friends-- well i dont know if we were ever friends, maybe we were jst classmates, maybe i jst gave them that title. we have kind of drifted off, not that we were ever close anyway, but now we dont even say hello to each other, maybe once in like 4 weekz but thats about it. i dont know, maybe if i were more approachable? or if u were alittle more considerate?

maybe its because ur friends dont like me? if that were the case ur friends r dickheads cos i dont talk to them so they dont know me. i think popularity has gotten to ur head, i see u frolocking around like an idiot and for what? ur friends to think ur cool? dont be stupid. u're better then that, or at least i thought u were.
well i'm sorry for being ur friend, i'm sorry for standing up to my friends wen they didnt like u, im sorry for listening to ur problems n for telling u mine {sometimes}, i'm sorry for not telling u the way im feeling now, cos it seems pretty stupid that i'm saying it to the world and not u.
maybe i'm selfish? i probably am. but can u blame me? who r u to toss me aside when u feel our time is up? who r uto judge me when i didnt judge u? who r u to make me feel small and insignificant? u are not who u were.

its like my theory: boys like what they see and girls see what they like.
though i never liked u in that way, its true, i knew u were a popularity freak but i looked past that. but now look at u, u fool. i guess i shouldnt be suprised.
wellz at least i could say we were friends once upon a time. jst dont come running back the minute ur new friends ditch u, dont expect a warm hug or words of sympathy cos u wont get any. u missed that dance, that song, that time. and now wen u look over to ur right were i used to be u will see nothing, cos i have moved away.

on a more lighter note, i have a peom by one of my fav peot i'd like to share:
Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow:
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
--from Edgar Allen Poe's 'Dream Within a Dream'

also, its my brother prince's {yes thats his real name} birthday tomorrow, so HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY PRINCE!! u and ur fatty bum! lolz n/w its a joke we have.
wellz til nxt time

Margretta...

MaGz [ 8:52 pm ]

1 Comments:

wahh? who is dis dude? hhmm....!!! i wanna kno..!!! lolz but if u dun wanna tell it's all kewlz!!! gosh so much emotions ^-^
it's good dat u let it all out! like we always say ppl cannot be change into wat we want them 2 be
gotta live wif it!! mwahz!! lurve ya always!

By -*- My Anh -*-, at 9:20 pm